feeling quite emo nowadays leh, cos most of the singaporeans are leaving already and like everyone has paired up and found someone except me. i know i wanted to have flings, but danny is right, it gets kinda lonely sometimes. like, i miss the feeling of having a special someone but at the same time i want to be free and go on having fun meeting new people. argh ok la, i just want Yura. i think i'm going wet n wild on tues. haha

anyway, i just received an email telling me that i got the financial award for my exchange program! can go collect the cheque already, i shall ask KS to help me since it's ant engine. and my application is still pending, i called to check today and they said the applications they're processing now were filed in October last year so i have no idea when i'll get the approval but they also said i can stay till they make a decision. so now i just emailed UCSD if i can go ahead with the program while my application is still pending. so ma fan!!! but if it comes through it'll be super worth it! i met this singaporean called denise, she happened to go to UCSD for exchange last year and she said it's damn fun!!!! i SO wanna go there can!!!!

almost 4am already!!!! i really should sleep already since i'm working at 1130am.

it's gonna be a long day.