since i've been ranting and ranting about my essay, i shall rant about it somemore. haha 530 words alr, 470 more to go. ya i know 1000 words isn't a lot but just the thought of having to churn it out during cny is depressing. sianzzzzzzzzz. my eyes are damn tired from reading alr and i still have 90+ pages of ANOVA, 1 chapter on neural connections, i chapter on anxiety disorders to read and i still have to study for my french test next week! and oh ya, since next weeek is odd week, i need to prepare for my tuts too. what have i been doing this whole week man. bleah bleah bleah.

oh well, went to grandma's and si yi's place ytd and i lost 10 bucks playing blackjack! wah lao actually i was winning more than 10 bucks then jia xin came to be banker then i started losing alr. sian. nvm, shall play again tmr and win back my ten bucks from jia xin. haha

kai kai is so squeezable! like whenever all of us see him we'll involuntarily go "mmmmmm!" and make the squeezing motion. cos his cheeks are so fat and he's so pouty! yay can see him again tmr! hope he doesn't cry man.